Tickets now available for our next event held at The Irish Club Slough.
1 & 2 June 2018
£12 ADMISSION + £1 P&P
Satans Empire, Bandoliers, Primatai, Trespass, The Clan, KAINE, Trinity, Twisted illusion, Midnight Prophecy, The PFJ, Vice, Malleus, Nitroville!, Stuka Squad, Seventh Era, Matt Jones, Colludon, Dave Herbert and More!
WE ARE COMING HOME
THIS EVENT WILL BE PREPAID WRISTBAND ONLY
All proceeds will go to Down Syndrome North East and The WIllows Support Group
I recently watched all the 4D DVDs of Molly. It was so moving and upsetting as many images of her alive were like Amelie was and is now, especially those scrummy cupid lips, they would have looked very similar.
It's not perfect quality, but the video above has new yet some graphic images of Molly at birth.
I want to show people the harsh realities of having a 40 week stillborn baby and the duality and bliss of going on to having a rainbow baby.
Life is weird!
Her four chambers pumped lifeforce into tiny embryo veins
Her opened mouth blew bubbles that looked like speckles of rain
Her long legs stretched out, that pushed against me hard
She moved around inside me as she became King Kong at large
Four hundred thousand minutes it took for her to grow
Into eight pounds of sleeping daughter, what a terrible blow
Bereft, heavy hearts weighted in teared waters deep
If only we knew of our forthcoming plight
Every milli, micro, nano second to birth we did what we thought was right
Being no nearer to holding my first born warm and close
Those longed for family day dreams had just passed us by into ghost
Molly lived once, for that I am sure
I held her dead body close to my cold broken core
Placing her in a cot to cool as she began to roast
Her ashes slipped through frightened fingers
As harsh winter winds began to gust
Her hand now printed ink, giving hope and funding to good cause
Molly holds the hearts of the people she wishes to applause
Dancing free in the heavens, way above Earth's fallen stars
Molly lived once, I know this for sure
She is me and I am her
Her memory swaddles me forever more.
By Mollys Mum
The first New Year's day after we lost Molly 2014, I saw something on our door step.
I saw the tips of a rose in a gift box for brian and myself
It was called 'OUR MOLLY' and it had no card or name as to whom had sent it
A mystery to this day.
IF THAT WAS YOU A BIG THANK YOU
It certainly lifted our spirits and made us feel loved
It also made us believe Molly was saying hello from the heavens after a painful 1st Christmas
New buds in bloom for a new year
Kindness comes in all forms
We do not have to shout out loud on social media every good deed we do
Sometimes it is just so pleasing to just quietly give
This OUR MOLLY ROSE was so thoughtful.
Our friends Louise and Ben Kann talking openly about their own story of losing Adora to stillbirth.
This documentary highlights why we are doing what we are doing here at MEARFEST, these stories are real, this is our truth.
For the memory of Adora Kann & Molly Mear and all other babies
who were still-born to this crazy world.
For Everly Kann and Amelie Mear our miracle RAINBOW BABIES
Thank you for finding your way to Planet Earth and to be born to us your grateful loving parents.
A massive THANK YOU to Sam Kirwan and Dibs Hawkwinder for your kind donation to both our charities The Willows Support Group & Down Syndrome North East.
The sales of these lovely HAWKNERDS beanie hats, modelled by Baba Mear at Mearfest Hastings December 2017, helped raise £76.00 (including gift aid) which makes £47.50 for each charity.
A total of £97.00
We are truly grateful to you all
The Hawknerds are Hawkwind fans, who are salt of this Earth kind of people, they are constantly raising much needed funds for many different charities and individuals in need.
If you wish to buy one for £12.00 please email
SAM KIRWAN YOU ROCK
AMELIE MEAR BORN MAY 2017
LEMMY BORN DECEMBER 2017
I know Molly has had her hand in helping these babies find their way to Planet Earth and to the right delighted parents.
WELCOME TO THE WORLD AMELIE AND LEMMY.
More Mearfest babies to come this year !
We donated £400 to Charity for Kids from the hastings event. I wish we could have raised more but this event was very difficult and we had many problems throughout. Bad weather including SNOW up and down the country, cars breaking down, motorways jammed, our regular helpers unable to give us a hand due to all manner of problems and dealing with one moody tired baby. The bands enjoyed themselves and I hope so did our guests but there were mistakes made and I apologize for this.
We will be better prepared for our next event June 2nd at Slough Irish club, home of Mearfest and Rockstar productions!
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO DONATED ATTENDED AND PLAYED.
We decided to keep the very special items back due to a tight time schedule on the day and so people all over the world can have a chance to win certain amazing items that have been kindly donated to us.
This fantastic Iron Maiden t-shirt circa 1985 world wide tour that went on forever, is in A1 condition and has never been worn. 32 years old its rare and very special.
Donated by the immeasurably kind Gary Cooper!
What to do next....
Simply send in your bid below in comments.
MINIMUM BID £80.00
We will then send a link to
THE WILLOWS SUPPORT GROUP BT DONATE page.
Pay the money directly to them.
FREE POSTAGE UK ONLY.
NO TIME FRAME HERE OPEN BIDS
Just to help you make your mind up about possibly bidding for this wonderful iconic piece of history, the vintage T-shirt is modelled by Amelie Mear, who fancies it as a dress.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR SUPPORTING US
Brian & Claire Mear pride themselves on putting on a good show. Photography is Claires passion, only the finest collection of images will be added here by the best photographers. We both hope you enjoy the show.