Had Molly lived, today would have been her ninth birthday. Over the last couple of years, I admit that something has been amiss. I have sensed very strongly that she is no longer with us in the spirit realm, as I have neither felt her ghost nor had any kind of connection to her. There has been a niggly knowing that she has already moved on to somewhere beyond my understanding. I have had many talks with Brian about this and about bringing Mearfest in Molly's name to a close. This year we took a deep breath and completed our final event in Newcastle; that turned out to be one of our best gigs and a very proud moment for us both. Not long after we returned home, Brian had already started feeling lost without anything Mearfesty to do, and yet I felt an immediate sense of completion of a rather public and challenging job well done!
A while ago, I came across a wonderfully gifted man in India called samtheillusionist, who channels all kinds of consciousness within many cosmic realms. I strongly resonated with him as he speaks truth. He asks thought-provoking questions and he learns as we learn them, he has since taught me much about our current complex 3rd-dimensional human reality and how we live in an illusionary world.
As I wrote in my book Rocker Bye Baby, we do indeed write our life contracts; but it seems that specific timelines and situations can quickly change. We are born on planet earth to learn precious soul lessons; this is all we take with us when we die. Consciousness is our only currency.
Recently I have had a few personal and profound readings with Sam, he read my personal souls journey which was eye opening and not what I expected, he has read for Amélie our now 5 year old, this reading blew my mind. Things I already knew about my daughter but thought it to cosmic to be real, was in fact very real, my intuition was spot on. Sam did a profound souls journey reading for my recently deceased mother, this was no surprise, yet I needed to hear it, this reading helped with my acceptance of all the pain she caused me over the last 40 years.
So Molly's 9th birthday was upon the horizon and things have not sat well with me. My Molly niggle grew into a prodding. I was very curious as to where Molly was right now. I reached out once again and asked Sam to channel Molly's soul.
I wanted to post this to help others better understand what happens when we lose a baby. Remember that our story will not be the same as yours. We all have different belief systems, and there are highly sensitive and awkward aspects to understand of pregnancy, childbirth, stillbirth, or miscarriage. Our memories of that devastating day nine years ago began to ease, especially since we were so blessed to have Amélie, who is such a joy, the guilt sets in. Acceptance of our fated timelines was for a greater reason; instead of giving up, we showed the universe precisely what we could do for the better good of humanity in a complete crisis, but now what do we do?
I wish to share the (cut down version) transcript of the video recording I received this week on the 9th of August 2022, at 09.09 am GMT, just before Molly's 9th birthday.
Nine in numerology means the completion of a cycle.
"We are the higher self of the one known as Molly Mear.
The questions have been placed by an entity known as Claire Mear, which pertains to the entity known as Molly Mear, who crossed over in the timeline of 2013 after a short period of incarnation.
We must state that Claire wants to understand specific queries regarding the entity known as Molly. The question pertains to "was her soul ever in her body in utero when the entity known as Claire was pregnant?"
We must state that this soul of Molly had incarnated into the body when Claire was first pregnant, which later led the entity, Molly, to learn the lesson of love, pain and suffering, which was very prevalent when Molly crossed over. Furthermore, the entity known as Claire must realize that the only pain Molly felt was the pain of deciding to leave its body before its birth because of the incompatibility of the body born in that timeline of 2013. (she had Down Syndrome)
The other question; "why were they chosen to have this stillbirth experience?" This was in fact, a situation which was unplanned by Molly, as Molly had previously decided to have a long incarnation. However, because of changes in the body during the development phase, these changes occurred because Molly decided to fully experience this aspect which unfortunately led all the entities to share this same experience.
The next question, "is Molly near them now?" We must state that this entity Molly Mear is in this current timeline of 2022 and finds itself in the lands of Australia; its reincarnation happened in the timeline of 2014. (She jumped ship quick!)
Furthermore, this entity Claire also wants to understand, "does Molly's consciousness have a message for them both being it's Earth Mother Claire and Earth Father Brian Mear?"
The only message that we can sense is the message of FORGIVENESS AND LOVE.
The other message Molly must pass on at this time, is to let go of any attachments with the memories of this past event and to forgive any experiences which may be unpleasant for both entities, and to re-emerge into a new understanding of totality into a higher level of consciousness. Hence we, as the higher self of this entity Molly Mear leave you now, beloved in love and in the light, go forth rejoicing in power and peace."
So there you have it, Molly is currently an eight-year-old someone else, male or female, I don't know, living in Australia. I have been stunned by this information: life goes on. This brings up all kinds of discussion. I always felt I would have my firstborn waiting for me when I passed over, but no, she obviously has some big life mission to complete now, that is my girl, I could not be prouder! I hope she was born into a strong, robust, healthy body with kind, adoring parents and an extended crazy big loving Auzzie family somewhere along the Gold Coast by the seaside.
God Speed, my darling child of utero. Thank you for this absorbing, soul-enhancing experience.
We apologise for the lack of recent happenings here!
We have been so busy with all kinds of things this has been neglected. I hope to somehow bring this up to date, when I get a chance.
If you follow Brian Mear on his facebook page he is always posting everything Mearfest.
Thank you for continuing to support Mearfest.
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This Praying Mantis line up features
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Martin ‘Magic’ Johnson - Drums
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A SPECIAL THANK YOU to Mr. Danny Hynes from Weapon UK for creating all of this for us.
UPDATE: THE INTERVIEW WITH BRIAN HAD ACHIEVED RECORD LISTENING FIGURES!
OUR MEARFEST MAESTRO DANNY HYNES FROM WEAPON UK
OUR DEAR FRIEND DARREN JOYCE FROM THE CREW-ROCK RADIO DENIM & LEATHER SHOW
What an amazing new track from the legend that is Fallen Mafia.
“Stars” wow out of this World full of passion , colour, wonderment and depth
A celestial triumph
You can also catch a glimpse of Molly as worn by the mighty Duncan Emmerson.
A beautiful stunning track, filmed in 2020 lockdown.
Its a miracle that this has happened considering everything
This year we all need to support one another.
Mearfest are so proud to be linked to this amazing band
Please like there page, check out their music, but their merchandise and help all you can for these and all our bands. Thank you to Hannah Lia Neil and Adas Cowan
Lets keep the Faith!
And in deepest Lancashire, the band Massive Wagons perform a live acoustic session from their HQ in Lancaster. Somewhere in the background Molly Smiles!
Thank you Adam Thistlethwait and of course our brilliant Mick Durnion for making this happen.
Still Breaking The Silence.
This is the new and beautifully crafted artwork from our dear friend Glennis Irish. Many of you will know and love her from our Mearfest North events, as she kindly donates her time to keeping me calm, and helping us to smoothly run the merchandise stand. She is one of our most treasured Mearfest family members. A good, honest, kind and trusted member of our Northern teams.
Glennis recently started to create things items in perspex, this is just a few examples of her work. I have asked her to create some Mearfest guitar pick key rings, which I can not wait to see.
If you need to know any more about her, please leave a message or comment below.
Glennis had one of our green and orange Molly shirts signed by all the bands from The Queen Vic event in 2018, which was one of our best events to date, with the Star Wars characters (thanks to Jas Fox & Paul DIxon) joining us in the hunt to capture the evil Abaddon!
We will raffle off in the next draw.
THANK YOU GLENNIS
WE LOVE YOU DEARLY.
Take a minute to take stock of all that is busy, noisy, crazy, chaotic, uncertain right now. Go to Take a Moment and upload a photo of you with your eyes closed, mindful and calm!
For Mind, the mental health charity devised by my inspirational friend RAY BURMISTON.
It costs £3.
I have been lucky enough to have known Ray since 1987, when I was a stylist and he was a photographer. We have been firm friends ever since. He has taken my picture over the years and when I saw this on his campaign facebook wall, wow, how proud did I feel.
2020 has turned into the year of giving selflessly to those less fortunate, Ray has a huge giving heart and this was the most perfect venture for him right now during all this Covid hell. He started to go through all the photos he had taken of celebs going back in time, where he uses a technique to calm people down before he takes their photos. He asks everyone to close their eyes and relax.
I started going through all the photos he has taken from both my weddings and inbetween, where I found this photo of Brian and I after we had just tied the knot. It says say much. Ray certainly captures the moment.
So, please can you spare £3 and upload a photo of yourself in black and white with your eyes closed. For MIND the mental health charity.
It's Exciting times here at Mearfest HQ
I shall be finishing off my 310,000 steps over the coming week for SANDS hopefully raising £1500 for the Charity.
Claires book "Rocker Bye Baby" has finally gone to print and we are starting to take pre orders on Mearfest.org
Our beautiful song for Molly "Born Sleeping"
Is now able to be viewed on YOUTube created and Sung by Ritchie Birnie and Conor Gaffney.
Also we have just announced our only event for next year.
'The Flame Still Burns' Festival will take place in Bromsgrove just South of Birmingham on the 1,2,3 of October 2021 and we are planning on it being a tremendous Classic Metal Festival for many years to come.
So there is loads to plan and look forward to.
Our Molly Backdrop continues on her UK 'Breaking the Silence Tour'
Currently being cared for by our Patrons
Dibs Hulme and Sam Hulme in Buxton Derbyshire she then goes to the Revd Carl Flynn Edwards and to his parish church for a remembrance service then on to the North East.
Although we have been unable to hold any gigs this year we should have raised at least £4000 for our charities SANDS, CRADLE and Down Syndrome North East by the end of the year.
We also aim to get to 6000 followers by December
We now have the support and backing of our PR and Press Team
Samantha Griffin and Jay Griffin who are incredibly driven, focused and highly professional in all they do for us all.
Its fair to say that we have not been busier and we have raised a huge amount of awareness in Preterm, Stillborn and Infant loss around the country and around the World.
All this in memory of Molly Mear
Thank you all for your continued Love and Massive Support.
The Heavy Metal Community is amazing when it is mobilised.
Mearfest.org Turning Darkness into light
Uncle Dibs and Auntie Sam Hulme are Mearfest patrons, they decided to do a daily Molly pic, with a different guitar, wearing a different Molly t-shirt each day.
Molly On BREAKING THE SILENCE TOUR 2020. Was a tad breezy, but they managed to stay grounded around Buxton Opera House and The Crescent. They met Karl Ampofo and Kath, who were coincidentally visiting Nutbox.
More was to come over the next week, as Molly hung up high in uncle Dibs music room, where many great memories of uncle Dibs proudly wearing her hand were made.
They took Molly up to Solomon's Temple in the hope of getting some pics from the top. Where they nearly lost Dibs to the strong winds of change while holding his giant Molly kite!
Molly mooched over with the pair to Corbar Cross which is at the top of ANOTHER enormous hill, but for a few brief minutes, Molly could see the whole of Buxton. I should imagine the people of Buxton were wondering what was going on up there?
Molly Breaking The Silence Tour 2020, Nutbox Division.
There part is now done, handing the baton over to the good Revd Carl Flynn Edwards for the rest of the Buxton adventure where Molly will be going to church for a rememberance service and other places. Dibs and Sam said "it was a real honour to be part of this fantastic Mearfest Family and play a small part in spreading the word and Molly's legacy far and wide".
Mearfest Thanks you both.
'What is it?' Whispered Soo nervously.
'That', declared Sweep, with some authority, 'is the hand of an Angel called Molly.'
'But it's HUGE' said Sooty.
'Has to be' said Sweep, 'to touch as many hearts as it does'
'WOW!' said Soo
By Sam Hulme
This is my cousin Ian Thompson doing a real life live gig Friday night in the Sam Webbs in Douglas Isle of Man. He has Molly's backdrop with him, as he sang a classic Beatles song Oh Blahdi Oh Blada which has the name Molly in its lyrics.
Ian, you are a star, we love you and thank you so much for taking the time to do this.
We think he has another gig up his sleeve soon before Molly goes on her travels again to Buxton with Revd Carl Flynn Edwards.
Last night at 7pm GMT we all lite our candles in memory of our sleeping babies.
Mearfest joined forces with Cradle and Angel Parents Uk to remember all our babies across the world.
During September I was sent a beautiful handmade card along with some little care packs from Luanne Rimmer, they had a knitted blue/pink ribbon and a tea light, and on each individual card was a baby or babies name and date of birth/death.
That morning walking around the supermarket I noticed blocks of icing sugar in the cake making isles, so I bought some blue and pink to mould into light holders. My magic box of bits and pieces came in handy, as i created some decoration to mirror how I felt about each name.
Here are the results.
We also received a lovely thoughtful package from Cradle, in memory of Molly.
Thank You to Louise Zeniou.
Today Molly will travel from Liverpool 85 miles across the Irish Sea to Douglas in the Isle of Man.
My talented Cousin Ian Thompson will be looking after her and playing live with her as the backdrop.
Yes live gigs are still permitted on the Island
Ian is a fine singer/songwriter and gigs regularly on the island
He is also family so along with Molly we send our Warmest wishes from ourselves to his family and friends on the island.
This will be the third date on the " Breaking the Silence Tour"
Molly will have clocked up 335 miles by the time she gets to Douglas.
We thank Montreaux and Troyen for their kindness and for the care they have taken with the image of our lost daughters handprint
One of Ian's songs is below press the link. Hear him sing!!
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10TH October 2020
another 11,000 steps today
Me and Blue walked up to Cromer lighthouse and beyond through the gorse with the sun shining bright.
Then down to the beach which was really beautiful today and almost deserted
Blue ran his heart out chasing this way and that glorifying in the sheer joy of being alive.
I did a bit of beach combing enroute back finding another fossil and some nice Shells.
Back in Cromer we stopped in Beatnicks the little cafe come retro clothes shop for a coffee and a chat with the owner Jen.
A good day and this brings the grand total to 75,000 steps
Just 235,000 to go!!!
Never mind onward
9th October 2020
Walked 12,000 steps this morning
Wet, cold and Windy
It was tough today
With work and travelling to work
its going to be tough to get to 310,000 steps by the end of the month
But I'll do it.
Hope everyone else doing this is ok
I'm amazed at how hard it is mentally
Wasn't expecting that at all.
Thank you for all your fantastic donations
And Molly smiles
Molly arrived safely in Newton le Willows Merseyside near Liverpool
She is with New Wave of British Heavy Metal Band Troyen.
This is the second date of her "Breaking the Silence" UK tour having just left Wolverhampton and Montreaux.
The NWOBHM and Molly lives!
And Merseyside Smiles
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