Had Molly lived, today would have been her ninth birthday. Over the last couple of years, I admit that something has been amiss. I have sensed very strongly that she is no longer with us in the spirit realm, as I have neither felt her ghost nor had any kind of connection to her. There has been a niggly knowing that she has already moved on to somewhere beyond my understanding. I have had many talks with Brian about this and about bringing Mearfest in Molly's name to a close. This year we took a deep breath and completed our final event in Newcastle; that turned out to be one of our best gigs and a very proud moment for us both. Not long after we returned home, Brian had already started feeling lost without anything Mearfesty to do, and yet I felt an immediate sense of completion of a rather public and challenging job well done!
 
A while ago, I came across a wonderfully gifted man in India called samtheillusionist, who channels all kinds of consciousness within many cosmic realms. I strongly resonated with him as he speaks truth. He asks thought-provoking questions and he learns as we learn them, he has since taught me much about our current complex 3rd-dimensional human reality and how we live in an illusionary world.

As I wrote in my book Rocker Bye Baby, we do indeed write our life contracts; but it seems that specific timelines and situations can quickly change. We are born on planet earth to learn precious soul lessons; this is all we take with us when we die. Consciousness is our only currency. 
 
Recently I have had a few personal and profound readings with Sam, he read my personal souls journey which was eye opening and not what I expected, he has read for Amélie our now 5 year old, this reading blew my mind. Things I already knew about my daughter but thought it to cosmic to be real, was in fact very real, my intuition was spot on. Sam did a profound souls journey reading for my recently deceased mother, this was no surprise, yet I needed to hear it, this reading helped with my acceptance of all the pain she caused me over the last 40 years.

So Molly's 9th birthday was upon the horizon and things have not sat well with me. My Molly niggle grew into a prodding. I was very curious as to where Molly was right now. I reached out once again and asked Sam to channel Molly's soul.
 
I wanted to post this to help others better understand what happens when we lose a baby. Remember that our story will not be the same as yours. We all have different belief systems, and there are highly sensitive and awkward aspects to understand of pregnancy, childbirth, stillbirth, or miscarriage. Our memories of that devastating day nine years ago began to ease, especially since we were so blessed to have Amélie, who is such a joy, the guilt sets in. Acceptance of our fated timelines was for a greater reason; instead of giving up, we showed the universe precisely what we could do for the better good of humanity in a complete crisis, but now what do we do?
 
I wish to share the (cut down version) transcript of the video recording I received this week on the 9th of August 2022, at 09.09 am GMT, just before Molly's 9th birthday.

Nine in numerology means the completion of a cycle.
 
"We are the higher self of the one known as Molly Mear.
The questions have been placed by an entity known as Claire Mear, which pertains to the entity known as Molly Mear, who crossed over in the timeline of 2013 after a short period of incarnation.
 
We must state that Claire wants to understand specific queries regarding the entity known as Molly. The question pertains to "was her soul ever in her body in utero when the entity known as Claire was pregnant?"
 
We must state that this soul of Molly had incarnated into the body when Claire was first pregnant, which later led the entity, Molly, to learn the lesson of love, pain and suffering, which was very prevalent when Molly crossed over. Furthermore, the entity known as Claire must realize that the only pain Molly felt was the pain of deciding to leave its body before its birth because of the incompatibility of the body born in that timeline of 2013. (she had Down Syndrome)
 
The other question; "why were they chosen to have this stillbirth experience?" This was in fact, a situation which was unplanned by Molly, as Molly had previously decided to have a long incarnation. However, because of changes in the body during the development phase, these changes occurred because Molly decided to fully experience this aspect which unfortunately led all the entities to share this same experience.
 
The next question, "is Molly near them now?" We must state that this entity Molly Mear is in this current timeline of 2022 and finds itself in the lands of Australia; its reincarnation happened in the timeline of 2014. (She jumped ship quick!)
 
Furthermore, this entity Claire also wants to understand, "does Molly's consciousness have a message for them both being it's Earth Mother Claire and Earth Father Brian Mear?"
The only message that we can sense is the message of FORGIVENESS AND LOVE.
 
The other message Molly must pass on at this time, is to let go of any attachments with the memories of this past event and to forgive any experiences which may be unpleasant for both entities, and to re-emerge into a new understanding of totality into a higher level of consciousness. Hence we, as the higher self of this entity Molly Mear leave you now, beloved in love and in the light, go forth rejoicing in power and peace."

​So there you have it, Molly is currently an eight-year-old someone else, male or female, I don't know, living in Australia. I have been stunned by this information: life goes on. This brings up all kinds of discussion. I always felt I would have my firstborn waiting for me when I passed over, but no, she obviously has some big life mission to complete now, that is my girl, I could not be prouder! I hope she was born into a strong, robust, healthy body with kind, adoring parents and an extended crazy big loving Auzzie family somewhere along the Gold Coast by the seaside.
 
God Speed, my darling child of utero. Thank you for this absorbing, soul-enhancing experience. 

We apologise for the lack of recent happenings here! 

We have been so busy with all kinds of things this has been neglected. I hope to somehow bring this up to date, when I get a chance. 

If you follow Brian Mear on his facebook page he is always posting everything Mearfest. 

Thank you for continuing to support Mearfest. 

What an amazing new track from the legend that is Fallen Mafia.
“Stars” wow out of this World full of passion , colour, wonderment and depth
A celestial triumph
You can also catch a glimpse of Molly as worn by the mighty Duncan Emmerson.
 A beautiful stunning track, filmed in 2020 lockdown.
Its a miracle that this has happened considering everything
This year we all need to support one another.
Mearfest are so proud to be linked to this amazing band
Please like there page, check out their music, but their merchandise and help all you can for these and all our bands. Thank you to Hannah Lia Neil and Adas Cowan 
Lets keep the Faith! 

This is the new and beautifully crafted artwork from our dear friend Glennis Irish. Many of you will know and love her from our Mearfest North events, as she kindly donates her time to keeping me calm, and helping us to smoothly run the merchandise stand. She is one of our most treasured Mearfest family members. A good, honest, kind and trusted member of our Northern teams. 

Glennis recently started to create things items in perspex, this is just a few examples of her work. I have asked her to create some Mearfest guitar pick key rings, which I can not wait to see.

If you need to know any more about her, please leave a message or comment below. 

Glennis had one of our green and orange Molly shirts signed by all the bands from The Queen Vic event in 2018, which was one of our best events to date, with the Star Wars characters (thanks to Jas Fox & Paul DIxon) joining us in the hunt to capture the evil Abaddon!

We will raffle off in the next draw. 

THANK YOU GLENNIS
​WE LOVE YOU DEARLY. 

​This is my cousin Ian Thompson doing a real life live gig Friday night in the Sam Webbs in Douglas Isle of Man. He has Molly's backdrop with him, as he sang a classic Beatles song Oh Blahdi Oh Blada which has the name Molly in its lyrics.
Ian, you are a star, we love you and thank you so much for taking the time to do this.
We think he has another gig up his sleeve soon before Molly goes on her travels again to Buxton with Revd Carl Flynn Edwards.

​Today Molly will travel from Liverpool 85 miles across the Irish Sea to Douglas in the Isle of Man.
My talented Cousin Ian Thompson will be looking after her and playing live with her as the backdrop.
Yes live gigs are still permitted on the Island
Ian is a fine singer/songwriter and gigs regularly on the island
He is also family so along with Molly we send our Warmest wishes from ourselves to his family and friends on the island.
This will be the third date on the " Breaking the Silence Tour"
Molly will have clocked up 335 miles by the time she gets to Douglas.
We thank Montreaux and Troyen for their kindness and for the care they have taken with the image of our lost daughters handprint

One of Ian's songs is below press the link. Hear him sing!! 

​Molly arrived safely in Newton le Willows Merseyside near Liverpool
She is with New Wave of British Heavy Metal Band Troyen.
This is the second date of her "Breaking the Silence" UK tour having just left Wolverhampton and Montreaux.
The NWOBHM and Molly lives!

Born Sleeping-Lyrics

A life of love lost it’s way
Before you ever saw the light of day
Forever a memory, forever a dream
Forever the strength of a lighthouse beam

Room 11 full of love and hate
Room 11 why do we wait
Room 11 where your body was blessed
Room 11 where you will rest

Born sleeping never hearing the birds
Born sleeping gone without words
Born sleeping here our paths part
Born sleeping forever in our hearts

Hero father one soul not saved
Loving mother no path to pave
As a family while the world still turns
As a family with pain that burns

Room 11 full of love and hate
Room 11 why do we wait
Room 11 where your body was bless
Room 11 where you will rest

Born sleeping never hearing the birds
Born sleeping gone without words
Born sleeping here our paths part
Born sleeping forever in our hearts

As the story unfolds
Let it grow
Of a child lost
Long ago
They will not stay down
They will proclaim
Remember Molly’s name

Room 11 full of love and hate
Room 11 why do we wait
Room 11 where your body was bless
Room 11 where you will rest

Molly’s has a journey that was meant to be hard
With a legacy in which she stars
From despair, heartache and tears
Molly’s grown over the years

Born sleeping never hearing the birds
Born sleeping gone without words
Born sleeping here our paths part
Born sleeping forever in our hearts.