Molly’s gone back to the earth and the sky, we scattered her ashes on her third birthday 12th August 2016 at the crematorium in the Willows Garden in Caversham Berkshire.
It felt a relief to let her go as she has been sat in a glass dome on our living room window propped up with an assortment of grief and healing crystals.
We sprinkled a handful of fine dust around a silver beerch tree.
The sun was hot, the sky clear, but the wind was gusting a bit much for mid August, her dust swirled around us both for a while, I stood very still thankfully with my eyes tight shut and breathed her in, well, choked actually as I had no choice.
What is incredible are the photos, the tree has imprinted an M in white paint, which we did not notice at the time.
The one picture of me, the mist and energy around my belly is obvious to me, one lady a radiographer thought it was similar to an ultrasound, my left side of my head has some mist, with coloured orbs for my knees!
(Taken pre scattering )
Call me crackers but Molly was with us today, as her mummy I could feel her holding my heart.
Thank you Willows for this sacred space.
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