THANK YOU TO
This week we remember all our babies, infants and children who are sadly only with us in spirit.
Somedays I just wonder where she went, were we not good enough parents for her journey here on Planet Earth?
Why did this happen to us?
Then I remind myself that this happened to us for a very big reason, I strongly believe we were chosen by our Gods many moons ago, as between us we have a voice, a platform in which we can help bring a sense of mindfulness to those expecting about the possible risks, and help to heal those who have lost through music, poetry, and art.
In this respect we are good enough parents, we have found purpose within this devastation and chaos, this was always going to be Molly's mission her journey, but guiding us all from Heaven, not here on Earth with us.
This is a tough emotional and unfair mission, however it has it rewards, to see people from all over this world wearing her hand is just so heartwarming, hearing all the good stories that come from Mearfest, it is something we will continue to do until we can all be together again.
Everyone deserves to live their life, even after death.
We have been blessed!
Nominated for THREE awards
Volunteer of the year
The Butterfly awards show recognition to those who have had or been involved with a baby bereavement , through stillbirth, miscarriage, or infant death.
A highly emotive award to be nominated for.
If six years ago, when Molly was born sleeping, I was told this would happen, I would have laughed through my tears.
But, it is happening, so we must be doing something right somewhere.
HOW TO VOTE.
You can vote for all three (Volunteer will be up later)
Click on the links below scroll down to the small red heart on the profile and click. This registers your vote.
You can vote once for every category, one vote per IP address.
SO SHARE SHARE SHARE ACROSS THIS GLOBE.
Brian and I are in this together, there is no competition here, hence the plea is the same for all three categories.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE.
When you fly by the seat of your pants, you are not thinking about choices or obstacles that might come up and interrupt your path. You make your decisions as necessary...."
Bless your fighting spirit Steve & Amelia for taking Molly to The Imperial War museum Duxford.
HERE I AM AT 38 WEEKS PREGNANT WITH MOLLY.
I WAS TOLD MY AURIC FIELD WAS BLUE/GREEN
CALM INTUITIVE HEALING TEACHER
ENTHUSIASTIC OPTIMISTIC GROWTH BALANCE
THEN SHE DIED!
MY AURA WOULD HAVE CHANGED TO BLACK GREY BROWN.
THIS WAS MOLLY AT THE SAME TIME
SHE WAS SO ALIVE
I SEE ORANGE /YELLOW
POSITIVE JOY ALIVE HARMONIOUS HEALTHY ALIVE!!
THEN SHE DIED!
SHE WAS BLACK AND BLUE UPON DELIVERY WITH NO AURIC FIELD
THAT DIED WITH HER.
This was Molly's Nursery
The lettering, the beautiful triangular set of draws.
The stars the decoration
It brings back so many memories.
The hope, excitement, the expectation
Then the devastation, the loss
Returning home and having to take everything away.
The stupid woman in the local charity shop refusing to take the brand new pram/ pushchair from me, she could not explain the reasons why?
I told her our daughter just died, she never lay inside it.
Walking back home with it, crying my eyes out.
The feeling that I had somehow let Claire down.
Feeling nothing but emptiness.
There were two owls transfers on the wall that eventually adorned Molly's tiny coffin.
This is all what nine couples a day go through
I'm surprised how shocking and emotive looking at this photo has been.
It makes the journey we have both undertaken since that time all the more remarkable
I really don't know how we have done it
This is Tee Reets also known as Jimmy from Rampant.
He took Molly on stage one night to sing Angel of Dreams a song co written by Brian Mear and Jimmy, look what happened!
A huge thank you to Graham Head for capturing the most perfect moment.
THANK YOU TO THE MAGICAL
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT
Brian & Claire Mear pride themselves on putting on a good show. Photography is Claires passion, only the finest collection of images will be added here by the best photographers. We both hope you enjoy the show.